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Friday, March 24, 2006

slept at 7am today n woke up at 330pm. 1st time slp in e morning n wake up in the afternoon. haha..wonderful experience.

now so sian..nth to do. den tml morning needa accompany wanping go sch pay sch fees. den after tt dunno do wad. shld b gg bugis. hmm.. i duno wanna go club tml anot leh..they sae nid reach at 6. shld i? if i go nid bring lota tins leh.den v wad. gao wei. haix..dun tink gg le ba.

jus now too sian so i went to read xia xue's blog. dun uds why her blog is so popular. she's pretty, only after putting up her make up. her blog is interesting, n filled wif pictures. i bet she carries her camera whereva she goes, snap pictures and put up on her blog. i guess pictures bring colours to the words. it brings a clearer picture of what one is trying to sae. so i guess i shld do tt more often? haha..

played sum games thru msn wif darl..solitare showdown. i won! we play until cant put anytin le..so i ended e game, n 16 to 14, i won! haha..den sum1 kept grumbling n so on. he shu bu qi. den he accepted the game i wanted to play, bejewelled. loading halfway n was ab to start, the damn msn state tt the game nids flashplayer. so i tink i dun hav so it show a blue window with those words there.

and now i'm down wif flu. kept sneezing non stop, til i got v irritated wif it.

i dunno y i'm addicted to cleaning up recently. jus packed on of my drawers jus now. and now the drawer only contains 1 poster, keys, rp's cardholder, 2 boxers of plasters, 1 msg tt i kept for 5yrs that's written by my sec1 best pal-felicia, some bookmarks, a thermometer and of cos, my composing note book where i kept all my composing work.
wondered why i'm addicted to composing...it all started since sec4, when sum ideas cums into my mind, which it always do, and tts when i started to note it down n tink of other phrase to match wif it. n ah ha! theres a song, but no melody. i jus feel satisfied with my work and got the chen jiu gan and can't wait to share it wif my best frens. altho sum pieces that r done that i'm not satisfied with, so scraped them off. if my frens find it sux, i wil scrap them off too, even if i feel that its great. feeling sad, but i wont learn if i think that way.
i always explores the work of other great composers and those that i idol, like jj. and wondered why the can think of such terrific phrases. i find my past work sounds weird when i read it. and now i noe why. cos all my sentences dun rhyme. and i'm back to composing in the mids of last yr. i 4gt when. and i dunno y. and i find it was much better then my past pieces. but stil can be improved.
mum din wanna sponsor me for singing lessons, cos too ex. unless if i go for those community centre de, which i dun wan. jus find it sux.
for composing lessons, she thinks that i cant compose, cos of my chinese isnt good enuff. but she din noe that i'm actuali composing secretly. seriously, i wanna get into composing, esp after when mama tel me that its easy cash. cos u can sell ur piece to those companies for 500bux or u earn copyrights fee. which i think, reasonable. geex.

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